sometimes love is really not enough

2 years and 3 months straight being in a relationship really thaught me a lot, do I have any regrets? nothing really for I know that I have to experience all of this down time to learn something from it. Ano nga bang mga natutunan ko? marami rin, things that I didn't learn from books, cyberworld, folks and 'rents but from him who have given me a lot of emotions, for you: Thank you.. somehow.

So to keep me reminded of the wonderful journey I had with you, I've decided to keep a list of things that you made me realize so that if ever I would bummed into someone like you, I would still be on track.

• do not rush, if someone is really into you he would really wait, as in super wait no matter how long it is.
• there's nothing wrong in quitting, am i a loser? hell no.
• If its really not meant to be, it just wouldn't be no matter how hard you try to work things out, hindi talaga uubra. Mahirap ata talagang kalabanin si Destiny.
• Learn to compromise. Only if he's worth it.
• sometimes love is really not enough. respect, faith, and trust should also goes along with it.

"'for i know the plans i have for you,' declares the LoRd. 'plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.'"jeremiah 29: 12.

Now, it might seem a bit out of context for me to work on this now,when all this has nothing to do with my life at the moment, or the funkI've been in as of late. To me, however, it makes perfect sense. Tostop dwelling on the events that make my life less than a party, and tofind how I can make up for having been such an event in someone else's,no matter how long ago that was, is nothing but perfectly logical tome. While I highly doubt that these wishes of mine would suddenly causeyou to find yourself bombarded with super-blessings, I hope thatoffering them will make a difference just the same.

* I pray for your true and lasting happiness, and that you find it in the right places.

* I pray for her, in case there is one, and a deserving her, in case one isn't there yet.

* I pray that your situation at home improves, and that you all do more for one another.

* I pray for your children in the near future too. A boy that you were wishing for to be exact.

* I pray that others show their appreciation for you by not abusing youand for you to notice it in return. Far from the way you neverappreciated mine.

* Contrary to this, I pray that you learn to say no when they start to.

* I pray that you forgive me for not even making an effort tounderstand you. Its just so lame as an excuse to say that I don'tdeserve you. (whatever!)

* I pray for your personal fulfillment, and that you understand justhow many people will be proud of you on your graduation day hopefullyon the march of 2008, myself included.

* I pray that you will always be around to support the friends who havebeen around to listen to you, and that these friends stay with you inturn. I pray for your friends, too.

* I pray that we can someday be friends. Real friends.* I pray that you do not forget that I was, no, that I am, thankful you exist.

* I pray that above anything written here, your own prayers are answered.

Oh, and I pray that you actually get to read this. I never did figureout if you ever found this page. I always got the feeling that you knewmore of what was going in my life than I told you. That, coupled withthe fact that I vaguely remember telling you that I blog, makes methink the affirmative. You even search for it before right? rememberone of the conversation we had where you said your E is for EFFORT?where's that E by the way? But then again if you don't, God will. Whichmight be even better. If you did read and finish this, thank you. Andfor everything else. I, personally pray for myself that I never forgetyour worth. And that you do not forget it either.