teen no more

so the title said it all.

tomorrow i'm no longer teen, i'm be entering a new stage in which i should be acting like a real grown up.. yes i could say that i've matured a lot through all the years that i've been through.. being teenager really helped me a lot. it taught me lessons in which i have learned much.

teen, the foundation of my moral, character and built as a woman.
still the youth in me remains.. i'm still kid at heart. i'm still my dad's little daughter and it doesn't change somehow.

but then again i have to leave the childish act in me,
i'm somehow afraid that at 20 people should see me grow up in all aspect of my life.

should i change the way i dress?
the way i speak?
the way i walk?
the way i decide?..

sure i should be different by now, more mature at what they say..

so tell me where do i start?

enough of the rumbling thoughts, i'm still me afterall..
mistake makes me perfectly human and it should be something i should not be afraid of..

another year will be added to my age.
Thank you Lord..

Be positive.. This year is mine! :)

Happy Birthday to me! :)